ok..so i had a meltdown last night. haha. anywho, im a lil better today....dont think im ready for another day like yesterday though. didnt much sleep last night though. But im here to say that i no longer feel all psycho lmao. i tell you...all you single moms out there (and ones that their husbands work so much u feel like a single mom, as i do) im sure yall can relate to my feelings of last night...maybe yall wouldnt just have a complete meltdown BUT it got me thinking...i really wanna start writing again! :o) my husband as a man, doesnt listen much when i just need to vent...usually takes stuff too personal and ends up in a fight or if im upset he doesnt really sympathize(?sp) . he kinda just says sry and moves on...or doesnt actually listen to what im saying at ALL...so therefore gets me more upset.....so anywho...ventiug in a blog is a great way to get stuff out there as long as somebody doesnt follow my blog and really think im gonna just absolutely psycho and call the police, haha..how would i explain that....ummm well i needed to vent so i did, on my PUBLIC blog, haha.
so yea, here iam...etin a little break WOOHO...hu didnt get called into work today o opeflly itllbe a lil better day... WE AVE AN ARD meetingforKyle tomorro after i pick hi up from school...well not rght after, actualyfor som weird reason tomorrow is early dismissal day e only goes tochol 3 hrs normally and will only go 2hrs tomorrow but whatever) anywho, at 11 there is an ARD meeting which is a meeting w/ the staff at school for his spech therapy hell be doing....hell def get speech therapy and said hell do it every day a school...this is just a meeting to kinda go over everything, i guess.....
I called hubys insurance company yesterda and found out the kids have been covered on his insurance since the FIRSTof this MONTH!!! This frustrates me because theyve been sick and Peyton coulve already had her allergy test done BUT nobody noitified us! and they JUST sent out our new cards on the 17th! Anywho, Peyton has a new allergy test appt set but the SOONEST they had was NOVEMBER 2nd...ummm its still the middle of SEPTEMBER now...i told them to notify me if they have a single cancellation....sooo HOPEFULLY theyll call me..i dont even care if they are like can you come in now....sure i can! lol
So yes, i WILL start writing again...i think this weekend ill get a notebook or something to keep all my writing in and maybe some pencils bc it really sucks having to waste pages and scratch stuff out, lol. maybe thats what ill do when the kids are both in school...go to college and get into writing again. hmmm... i think i need to go to the library and get some books, lol...i LOVE inspiration :o) ah....books...i used to like to read for fun, not read for class but just fun...stuff i picked out...stuff thats right up my alley.....yes, yes i think ill make a trip to the library while zachs home. Reading and writing....ahhhhhh...how ive missed when i could just do both all the time. but i tell you...i may lose a lot of sleep when im really into a book BUT im never in a bad mood! it relaxes me :o) and so does writing. maybe i need an english major, hahaha id need to relearn some stuff about grammar, though, im sure. now, what books would i want to read???? hmmm...i thyink ill do some browsing for some good books today and then go to the library :o) im out for now, til next time....
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